This time, I cannot help share my personal thoughts here as it involves this community. As most of you all know, the server went dead on us. My webhost did the best he could but because the backup copy was not the latest one, I lost all my plugins, pictures, pages, comments and even the forum.

We moved to another server to get the blog back to live but because I lost many of my precious posts, I felt like I had lost a big part of my life. The most important driver for me was BDMM’s testimonial page which some members had taken so much trouble to write for me. On top of that, I lost all the subscribers to this blog too. It is the worst nightmare in my entire blogging life.

I am not in the mood to put things back together here. I have lost the motivation. Seriously.